I was looking at my 21 month old yesterday. Not just looking to ensure he's in the same room and not putting anything hazardous in his mouth, but really looking at him; studying him. His new thing is to yell 'stomp' as he stomps his feet on the floor and
laughs. When I took his stuffed lion, Simba, and made him stomp, my little ones face
changed from total excitement to amazement and wonder. Simba can stomp
too?! After a couple minutes of stomping, he placed Simba on a pillow and said
'nap'. How considerate this little boy is. And how good life is
right now.
Life is just peachy. Yes, I have my everyday struggles like
everybody else, but right now my life is so good.
Do I want to go through trials?
No. Do I want to be closer to
God? Of course. Sometimes, however, things are not so black
and white.
The bible says:
8 Be
sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion,
seeking whom he may devour. 9 Resist him, steadfast in the faith, knowing that the same sufferings are experienced by your
brotherhood in the world. 10 But may the God of all grace, who called us to His
eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after you have suffered a while,
perfect, establish, strengthen, and settle you. 11 To Him be the
glory and the dominion forever and ever. Amen. (1 Peter
5:8-11)
Life happens. Things don’t go as planned (our plan). As Christians, we are not exempt from trials
or suffering – we are told to expect it.
But what do most of us do as soon as we become uncomfortable in our
current situation? We ask God to take this cup from us. We run to Him right away and ask Him to make
it better. James 1:2-4 says
My
brethren, count it all joy when you
fall into various trials,
knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect
work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing.
Count it
all joy? But, how? By recognizing that our joy doesn't come from
our present circumstances. By
remembering that in His presence is fullness of joy. By staying steadfast in faith – not faith in ourselves or people around us, but faith in Him.
I don’t
want to go through trials, I really don’t.
But, I do want my relationship with God to grow. So, if I am going to call myself a Christian,
I have to embrace everything that the Bible says, not just the parts that make
me feel good. And truth be told, I sometimes
feel closer to God during those difficult times then when life is just peachy.
Life is
good right now, and for that, I am so, so grateful. But, I know that lion is out there. And I can’t make any promises, but the next
time life hands me something that I wasn't expecting, I am going to first try to
thank God for whatever He is trying to teach me. Because that lion may be looking
to devour me, but my God is so much bigger and stronger than he will ever be.